From the day I found out I was having this little boy I’ve been wondering why God allowed this to happen. Yet I lately I’ve come to realize I haven’t found a reason for Him not too. Don’t get me wrong I do wish that in was in a better place in life but who I am to decide when the Creator should allow a blessing to come about. So many people have asked me when will I get married. Just like most girls I have the white dress dream but its one I want to come on its own. One could say a person has to work to get they’re dream and I am working just not the way others want me too and I’m just fine with that. I said all of that to remind everyone to allow yourself time to have the journey you are suppose to have. Sometimes you have to give up the dream you HAD to receive the dream your NEED.